Monday, April 22, 2013

The beautiful killers



They look beautiful, don't they? But there are a few of you that know who they are. And why this post is the only appropriate one to write after the previous one. These are growths of fungus on one of the front elements of my 'long' lens. When I first came to Bristol, I didn't bring that lens with me. Instead I chose to leave it in a bag. A bag that simply sat somewhere in a cupboard in Bangalore while I was away for a few months. Somewhere in that time I think the lens caught fungus. Once it's started, its an inexorable march forward.

If the front element makes you want to weep, have a look at what one of the inner ones looks like. Not pretty eh? This lens is done. Its lived out its life. It made me a book and thats pretty good value, I think for what it was. But now it's done.





But, I had to take a long lens when I went to Africa. There was no way I could go without one. So I had to think about whether to take this lens or buy or rent another one. Somehow between being lazy, stingy and generally uncertain. I packed this lens as was and went. You've seen some of the pictures.

Of those, this lens made this image of a Jackal, this seal image, the rhino images, the drinking bull elephant and then some. (But it also made the ostrich image, which is at a distance and quite soft).

In the end, I think it was a good idea to take it because the image above shows what I did to it. It was attached to my camera in my backpack, which was sitting on the front seat of our vehicle. I had unzipped the bag and forgotten that I had. At one of our rest-stops, I lifted the bag up and hoisted it to my shoulder and swung around to walk away from the vehicle. The flap flapped open, predictably, and the lens and camera went flying out and landed on the ground with a thud. Maybe three-four feet away. My heart skipped a beat.

Suffice to say, in the end, I discovered this 'dent' was the only outcome of my little disaster. The camera survived and so did the lens. They both still work. As imperfectly or perfectly as before. 'How?', you ask. I don't know. They're built like tanks and I am grateful for it. I would've been very disappointed if I'd lost either at that stage in the trip. And as grateful that I hadn't done it to another more expensive lens, whether bought or rented.



That lens is an old Sigma 170-500 mm f/5-6.3. It was never the best or even close to the best lenses on the market. It's AF has always been slow, still is. Its only f5 at its brightest and thats not bright at all. Its bokeh is far from great and it has always been a bit rubbish at far away subjects. But it was cheap, suited my grad student pocket and was light enough for the lightweight that I am to hand-hold. It served me well, my book wouldn't have been possible without it. There were many situations, I'd even say enough situations where it was more than adequate for the job. If you don't believe me, I hope you will be convinced by the photo at the end. It was taken at the flood lit water hole at Okaukuejo waterhole with the other rhino photos at night.

I'm struggling with what now though: whether I want another one, whether I shoot enough to even warrant buying one. And if I do, which one? They are all so expensive and so heavy! Damn, this is a hard decision...Buying the Sigma in the first place was so much of an easier decision!

Feel free to chime in if you have an opinion. Or even just to send me your commiserations. You see I had the best holiday ever and I'm still moaning. There's no hope for me!



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Thursday, April 18, 2013

Smudges: gear care and why you should do it.

I'm not precious about my gear. I treat it like a tool; a tool I use, I throw around and am easy with. I throw my camera in a bag, a bag without padding! I have no UV filters on most of my lenses. Despite this...despite this. I would love for my camera to be a part of my arm and be about as careful with it as I am my arm. Careful but take it everywhere :)

I have it on good authority that some people have some really good gear, in mint condition, in a box. But that gear might as well be dust in that box (or merde d'artista) for all it does. Mine has some dust in it,  (and my technique too), but at least it gets used.


Occasionally, I rue my methods though. The thing is its ok to treat your gear like a tool. But I shouldn't have lapsed on the care and maintenance of my tools as I obviously did. See that smudge on the far right of the next image? I did that by being careless and I have paid for it in a lot of images. You can't fix everything in post. In fact, the things that count can never be fixed in post.




Sometimes, I'm just stupid, I know I'm being stupid and I'll pay the cost gladly. Like when I shot the next image through the windshield I knew there would be that reflection from inside the vehicle. I knew that, mentally to me, that was a 'record' shot. So, I was ok to write it off. But the smudges, they hurt. They make me angry. And I don't know when I'll ever be back in Namibia again


So, my advice is clean your gear.

(PS: Don't take record shots, make them all count! Digital is not an excuse for being sloppy and you never know when something lovely will happen and you'll miss it if you aren't prepared).

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Tuesday, April 16, 2013

NeNer NeNer NeNer, all mine: Jackal, Etosha, Namibia

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Sunday, April 14, 2013

I wish the road ahead was always this clear: Namibia, Africa

Damarraland
Skeleton coast

Nokoluft mountains
Etosha National park

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Friday, April 12, 2013

Sand, wind, flow and gravity, thats what dunes are made of: Sossuvlei, Namibia



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Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Ostrich palette: Etosha National park, Namibia

Plain colours

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Tuesday, April 09, 2013

The cold Atlantic meets the hot African Namib: Cape fur seals at Cape Cross, Namibia

It makes for a very very large seal colony where the water boils with pups and the shore is lined with dead ones.





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Sunday, April 07, 2013

If the road is dull, drive fast: Skeleton coast, Namibia

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Saturday, April 06, 2013

Other times you don't give a p**s: Namutoni, Etosha National park, Namibia

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Friday, April 05, 2013

Life is scary sometimes: Okaukuejo waterhole in Etosha National park, Namibia

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Thursday, April 04, 2013

Four headed ostrich: Twyfelfontein, Nambia

There were people here 6000 years ago

PS: Did you spot the ostrich? Look in the middle.
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Wednesday, April 03, 2013

Hunting

Same cat as before
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Tuesday, April 02, 2013

Everyone looks good in pink: Walvis bay, Namibia

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Monday, April 01, 2013

Grootberg pass, Damarraland commons, Namibia

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Saturday, March 30, 2013

Personal space: Cape Cross, Namibia

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Friday, March 29, 2013

Desert bird: Sossusvlei, Namibia

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From Dune 45: Sossusvlei Sunrise, Namibia

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Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Africat foundation: Okonjima, Namibia

Disclaimer: This is a captive cat.
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Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Drinking bull and butterfly:Halali waterhole, Etosha National park, Namibia

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Saturday, March 23, 2013

Black rhino at Okaukuejo waterhole in Etosha National park, Namibia


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Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Namibia

I finally went to Africa. It was more than I imagined it would be. It was too short. I want to go back and spend much much longer. I'll post more images as I edit them and make some sense of it all. Just now, all I feel is a little bereft.


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